Wed. Suppose to accompany my cousin to a place, but she cancel it. We met halfway and went to Cathay Cineleisure. She met her friend while i met Nas. Sorry for being late. We watch The Ugly Truth. After that, walk around shop for his shoes and didn't realize we went to the same shop but different venue. Eee, kental pe kite. Haha! Slack outside Fareast before heading to Esplanade. Slack at the rooftop and around nearly 10, we went off. Alight at Paya Lebar and waited for Fir. He end his work at 10. Train to Tamp and went off separate ways. Sorry lah cannot lepak with you and friends.


Reach home almost 11. My aunt came over. When they wanted to go home, Dian salam-ed me. Then i said ckp ape? And she said, Camat Ali Laye. Haha! Damn cute! Chatted with 2 of my best dudes, Zen & Hisham. Around 2plus in the morning, chatted on the phone with a friend of mine till 5. Haha!My schedule for October is packed. Maybe on the 2nd Oct will be raya-ing with BL clique. Then 3rd Oct, i'm having shoots in school. Sadsad! There's other dates too, but it's yet to be confirm. Anyone want to book a date? Hahaha!!

Thurs. Slept really late the day before. Woke up and bath. Then surf the net till now. My old neighbour came over for Raya. But i don't really entertain them. Conference with Zen and Hisham. Dah lama kan krg tak mengacau?! Haha! We kept sidetracking. Eh, make yourself free la. Bila nak kluar jln raya ni mcm klau next week tkleh sey...Then when want to chill? Naik flyer kan kan kan..Hehe! Who want to go lepak today? Haha! K bye! My mum is nagging at me. Gosh! Day and night! Everyday, every minute. Tell me, where did i go wrong?! Everything doesn't seems right. Sometimes i'm better off dead. I know i used to be rebellious, but can't you see i've change? I rarely go out. I stay at home all day. I try not to talk back at you. Why don't you just throw me out of the house if you have given up on me?

PS: I'm still trying to change for the better. I'm trying to forget the past and treasure the present.